Sarin-The-Wolf

This might happen
I'm still deciding
Maybe I don't need to be here...my art gets barely anything anyway
It's not today or tomorrow...but soon...

Waking up was the hardest thing to do....having the feeling no body is around to comfort you after so many losses in your life....
Doesn't that make you wanna cry?
It sure does for me...
I was just 6 years old...alone and scared half to death...feeling like I had no body
For days I waited, i waited for someone to come around and find me...or at least care for me...someone to love me...
Soon those days turned into weeks, weeks turning into months, months turning into years, and years turning into centurys....
I was the age of 100 at this point in time....i tried to get myself out in the world...and I did...but nobody ever noticed
I fell in love here and there...but only to find out they were just conmen wanting sex from me and to put a price to enslave me...i ran away, knowing that I would be treated in a horibble state....i could never trust anybody...not even myself...

The last thing I could remember was the smile on my brother's face
He looked at me, as if everything will be fine in the end
That I had no worries
But...my brother was gone
I ran to the edge, screaming his name and crying through my tears
"SETH!! SETH! SETH! NO SETH WHY!!"
that day...I felt so alone...I felt empty, like nothing wanted me
And nobody ever did...

Why do I feel so annoyed and mad all the time?
I never know my own answers to my dumbass questions
Like
What the fuck am I doing with my sucky ass life?
I don't know
Why the fuck am I not doing something about it?
I don't know
Why do you act like a complete idiot to your family?
I don't know




I'll never know

please note me for commissions!
They are ALWAYS going to be open!!!!

plz, dont be shy to ask me owo